fireprincess8807

so...appparently...im a raging meth addict...and do you know where i get my raging supply of non-existant meth? the internet...because let me tell you there is nothing like that virtual high. dear god...thats funny as all hell...but ya know me...im getting dealt drugs through myspace and DA and now the Instant messenger is a pawn in the whole scheme....anyone else think parents are totally retarded...OOO OOO ME I DO I DO!!!! ARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH

i am not sure how i feel anymore. i know that this is supposed to be an outlet for artistic freedom and whatnot, but i feel like the entire world is crashing down around me and no matter how high i hold myself above it, im still getting trapped in the gray matter. its been so hard moving on, and you dont even notice that im dying inside. you loved me and love, no matter what age difference, no matter what anger or feeling, doesnt just go away. the happiness that was felt was truely astounding and that doesnt just dissolve. it is like any other emotion. it doesnt just dissolve. how can you not want to spend time with me when that very thing ma